Your imagination is your preview of life's coming attractions.
Albert Einstein

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Day 23~30 days of bloglovin'so where did I leave off?

Beautiful full moon tonight sweet friends!

 Image credit: Santana Verdugo

Hanging low as it came in over the Bay and I'm not feeling too crazy from it...

more like a sense of deep gratitude for all that is...

 Image credit: Dave Kemp

I'm making pies tonight in my very nifty pie maker

in which I place rounds of pastry, top them with whatever toppings take my fancy, put a lid on it and 

hey presto!!

pies in 5 minutes!!

cooking up some vegies and gravy and adding in the leftover shredded Mexican chicken I cooked in the slow cooker a couple of days ago for tacos....

So...... 
just a quick post tonight

and I know some of you are waiting with bated breath to hear my next instalment of my very crooked career path...can I ask you to wait just a little longer..lets see what tomorrow brings!

I'm diligently working towards my first book deadline~chapters 1-3 ( I still have to pinch myself that I actually have a "book deal" with North Light Publishers :))))))))) How crazy is that!!??

and I am working on a chapter in which I talk about the awesomeness of each and every one of you!

The importance of owning and telling your story 
and how each one of us is part of the most beautiful tapestry,
every sacred thread unique
every individual stitch necessary and valuable 

are you owning your beauty tonight under the watching full moon?
 
 
I hope you are ♥

lots of love
Tracy xoxox

Friday, May 24, 2013

Day 22~30 days of blog lovin' "When all over the place" leads you to exactly the right place....

Wow! 
I cant believe I've managed to keep up a daily post
 for 22 days!  
Thank you so much for hanging in there with me through thick and thin xx

 Today I was working on my book and thinking about how every experience we go through enriches our story and leads us to exactly where we are meant to be.

I am 47 years young and have dabbled in sooooo many jobs and careers on my way to where I am right now, and I'm feeling like its a pretty good place to be....

So

in celebration of us creative types who like to dabble in this and that
who try out things which sometimes don't work...
but always learn from our experiences 
and always bounce back with new, innovative ideas

I'd like to dedicate this post to you all

a little(might be quite long!) recap of my (ahem) career path over the past 30 some years (probably over several posts!)

Let me know if you can relate :)

1981~ my mum enrols me (after I beg her incessantly) in a modelling and deportment class where the owner/teacher Judy Le Paris tells me my eyebrows are all wrong! On her advice I pluck half of them off, draw in a line that makes me look like a drag queen and they never properly grow back.
A month or so after I "graduate" I get my first "modelling job"~ serving drinks to middle aged business men while wearing a skimpy santa suit in a Gold Coast night club. I am sixteen. My mum takes the outfit, puts it in a rubbish bag, drives me to Judys house and throws it over the fence. Thank God for mums!

1981~ I get a Saturday job in a bakery where I often sneak into the Cold room to devour a chocolate eclair. My modelling career is really over but I am very good at slicing bread.

1983~ After finishing high school I spend a year in a retail glassware store. My boyfriends brother has taken up glassblowing, making cute little swans that I get to fill with different coloured water each day. After a year I NEVER want to see a glass ornament OR  dust again!

1984~I begin studying at the University of Qld and at the same time start a job in promotions. 

Oh dear! 

Back to wearing skimpy costumes and giving out free drinks to sleazy men in nightclubs!
My boss, a savvy thirty something "sex in the city type businesswoman" starts going out with a local mafia Godfather (in his own small way) who runs several illegal casinos. They offer me a job at one of the casinos where I serve drinks and make toasted sandwiches for a bunch of old Italian guys playing Manila. The tips are good but the hours long and its hard to wake up for my morning classes.

1985~ I meet Marco while he is travelling, a gorgeous smiling California surfer boy, who has moved into the flat upstairs from my grandmother. I quit Uni and follow him to California where I attend my first Tupperware party and am instantly recruited.

1985-1990~ I become a Tupperware queen (I'm not making this up!) complete with company car, and learn lots about marketing and promotion and positive attitudes but after five years realise that I'm really not that passionate about plastic storage.

1990~ I get a job working for National Parks and Wildlife as a Promotions officer and spend the next five years promoting Australian native wildlife and presenting shows in schools, shopping malls and on TV with snakes around my neck, cuddling koalas(who sometimes bite!), possums up my sleeve and a fruit bat named Stinky who likes to hang from my outstretched arm and pleasure himself in front of giggling groups of school kids!

enough for tonight...need to have some family time but will continue on tomorrow

sweet dreams lovelies!

lots of love Tracy xox


Thursday, May 23, 2013

Day 21~ 30 days of blog lovin'~ a gift from me to you ♥




Beautiful friends ♥

Thank you so much for being with me so far along this ride of everyday blogging.
Thank you for being with me in the ordinary moments
the sad ones
the tired and grumpy ones
and the grateful, wondrous ones....

for being so wonderful I have a gift for all of you today.

It started as a gift for myself
a reminder that there is no need to compare myself to others
a reminder that my voice is unique and valuable

I mean geez that's what I've been writing about these past few months
in the first chapters of my book.

Funny isn't it...
how the universe does that...
how when I begin to reach out to tell others what I feel in my heart
it throws it all right back at me to see where I sit with it all....
really, truly...

so here is my gift to us all
Lets not forget it and shine our light so bright

Here is the link below for your own free downloadable Tracy Verdugo print to hang in your creative space as an every day reminder that you are so incredibly amazing! ♥ Feel free to share ♥


Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Day 20~ Thirty days of blog lovin'~catching dreams and catching breath :)


 It's been a huge couple of weeks and yesterday I had a moment of feeling totally, physically and mentally spent.

done, zip, ready to curl up in a ball 
and sleep for two days.....or maybe a week....

the unexpected death of our beautiful Gingy boy two weeks ago, right before I left for New Zealand, left me no time to really sit with my sadness, 

after a fun, whirlwind teaching trip to NZ I arrived back home to greet and host my new dear friend Judy Wise, and in amongst all that let's just throw in regular life and commitments to be there for Marco and the girls AND a deadline for my upcoming book fast approaching.

All of this ( as wonderful as it is and believe me I am not complaining) has left me in need of some space and time to be still.....

Yesterday I even curled up on my bed one hour before my kids art class started, 
set the timer for 30 minutes and was out like a light.......my power nap got me through the afternoon and together we had lots of fun creating beautiful dreamcatchers....

 
beautiful mess...

 
original designs

 
 and happy faces....

When I started this 30 day commitment to my blog I was so inspired by Flora Bowley having done the same
 and with all of the lovely things happening in my world I thought it would be fun, exciting and upbeat...like my blog usually is...

right?

The thing is.....a daily commitment means you get me when I'm not feeling excited and upbeat...and its really hard for me to admit that......this weekend I was talking to Judy about the gap between our online personas and our real selves. 
You see I really love that I am helping others to find their creative mojo and move in the direction of their dreams 
but I've been making the mistake of thinking that I have to appear on top of things at all times and that is just not possible.

So here I am being real 
being human
 
is that ok with you sweet friends?

until tomorrow xoxox


 ps for all those who sent me lovely messages about the paintings I posted in yesterdays blog and completed at Judys workshop over the weekend, here is the link where you can buy Judys ebook and find out all about Cold Wax for yourself :)


Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Day 19~ 30 days of blog lovin' the discovery of cold, luscious wax!

  
So happy with my Cold Wax paintings from  a wonderful workshop with Judy Wise last weekend....
Oh what a weekend and how fun to be the student for a change!!

  
The beautiful and talented Judy Wise gently guided us
 
 on a voyage of discovery....

 into the awesome world of Cold Wax....

 These are some of my finished works from two days of fabulous play...

I LOVE this technique!!

and cannot wait to play more....
thank you so much for coming all the way to Australia to share Judy! xoxo

Monday, May 20, 2013

Day 18~ 30 days of blog lovin' seeing things through new eyes :)

 so much beauty here in our area but it always comes home
 when you show someone else where you live...

 Judy and I hung out with the parrots today at beautiful Green Patch

 and then walked through the trees at the BOODEREE Botanical Gardens.....
 where Judy learned about scribbly gums and turpentine gums and paperbarks...

 we found a wealth of inspiration in the landscape...

 hieroglyphs in nature.....

recorded with wonder...

what a wonderful day :)

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Day 17~30 days of blog lovin' what a weekend!


Just a very quick pic tonight as I am ready to head upstairs to my squishy pillow and firm bed,
What a wonderful weekend we all had soaking up Judy's quiet, lovely, centred sharing......much time to reflect on our own process but equal allowance for watching Judy work and learn by example.
The afternoon took an interesting turn when, after everyone had left, Judys supersonic, brand new, button press, ignition rental car started behaving in strange ways, refusing to start and making weird clicking noises from the boot! WE called roadside assistance and upon hearing of a two hour wait, felt our only option was to head down the street to show Judy the Aussie culture of the local bowling club and enjoy a beverage!

The NRMA turned up before we had barely taken a sip so we left our drinks to head back to the car where the sweetest young guy ( Judy said he looked like George Harrison) got her started (the car that is) AND told us to go back and finish our drinks while he waited and did the paperwork!

Judy said that overall she had found us Aussies to be super friendly and helpful and this just topped it!

Off to explore the native botanical gardens tomorrow :))



Saturday, May 18, 2013

Day 16~30 days of blog lovin' New toys and fun with Judy Wise!!!


Oh what a paradise we live in and sometime it takes sharing it with a visiting friend to appreciate it anew.......the beauty of the Basin on a still afternoon...

 the myriad secret spots of natural treasure...
the finding of kangaroos in someones front yard...

  much to Judy's delight!
 
a quick visit to the whitest sand beach in the world.....
 
and a conversation about the difference of light in Australia...
 
with these skies....

to fill our senses with wonder all on the same night....


 
  
 and then today...

 a whole new day of discovery in Judys wonderful class.....

 playing with what I know but in a whole new arena of tools and processes!

 oh my! I think I'm in LOVE!
 with oils and cold wax....


 and a beautiful, introspective, curious, soulful teacher named Judy Wise....

until tomorrow
lots of love Tracy xoxox














Friday, May 17, 2013

Day 15~30 days of blog loving~Judy has arrived!!













Judy is here... 

we have found kangaroos, touched the whitest sand, photographed a beautiful sunset, enjoyed some wine, salmon and beautiful conversation.... and now it is time for sleep and anticipation of a weekend of shiny new learnings, friendship and inspiration! :)
Sweet dreams xo






Thursday, May 16, 2013

Day 14~ 30 days of blog lovin"~ appreciating art ♥

 One of the very cool things about writing a daily blog this month is that I get to go through my photo records and find all of the awesome things I wanted to blog about but never got around to....

 
 In February I was lucky enough to be in Brisbane teaching with a day spare ( after meeting 2 new brothers for the first time, but that's another story!) so I wandered along the South Bank...

 to the 2nd Asia Pacific of contemporary art Triennal!

 and what a visual delight it was to walk alone amongst such inspiration...


 from the tribal...
 to the surreal..
 a city of cardboard sprayed in yellow!

 juxtapositions of modern religion

 and ancient worship....
 fascinating light shows....



 and this incredible installation!




 then tiny stampedes of glass animals shimmering across a vast table
 the mind boggles!
 then a red, red room, reverberating with a thousand recorded voices emanating from the walls

 the effect was a little disturbing.....

 I emerged to find a rainbow forest...mmmm...much more my style!

hope you enjoyed this gallery walk!
hasta manana!

love Tracy xx